I don't know what's happening to me
I can't remember things I used to believe
I caught myself just the other day
stealing color from words and leaving them gray

Yeah, I've fallen down a time or two
but no one was looking so I'm not telling you

I've got to make it better, make it all right
got to find me a ladder to reach the light
got to move to the exit, single file line
before the fire spreads to my head and burns my mind

It's been real but it's time to go home
time to change back to the clothes that I own
I could use some heavier shoes
to ground me in feelings I don't want to lose

And all this time, I never knew
that it ever meant anything to you