As of now I'm down straight up

and I can turn to the box for some peace
or a box for a piece
or a box for a smoke
but they're all gonna choke me

you're so crazy
enough in a way that I'll probably say you destroyed me

for awhile I was cleaner than now
then I started to destroy myself
with things that i love now the things that i hate
until it finally broke me

fuck my ass

choke me