Some kind of ????? has been hollowed out inside me

Don't know what i became

Or what i've left behind
See i don't remember when
Something plain ????? girl brought me back here again

Started round her house tonight

I could give her a call

Stumbled over the curbside on the way to her door
And i squandered her love
It's the biggest kick i ever got
Now i squandered her love
Nothing else hits the spot

Everybody's perfect and yet everybody's a ?????

Everybody's got pictures that they can't contain
I squandered your love
It hangs there in my mind
It's an ugly thing i can't leave behind

(jesus)