Hey you know that i've been searching deep inside
And i'm not certain i will like the things i find
I don't know that you will understand but i have tried

I don't know just why i need to do the things i do
And i'd love to do these things without them hurting you
I don't know that you will understand but that's the truth

I'd give it up for you but let me finish what i got
I'd love to now but lord you know it sure does take a lot
I'll always love yu honey but i can't be
Ahat i'm not