Some days are better, they're better than others
Can't run forever, you're pushing me under
What a way to live my life
I'm hiding from the battles I don't want to fight
What I've become

And now it's going grey
All the lines are blurring and decayed
I can't recall exactly who's to blame
Anymore

Is it me or is it you, something isn't right
Of all the things that we could do we just wanna fight
Some day I will find the courage to embrace you
Some day I will find the strength to erase you

Some days I think I'm nothing without you
Sometimes I wish that I could just kill you
What a way we live our lives
It's hard to breathe
It feels like I'm infected by my dad's disease

And now it's going grey
And you're the one I chose to feed me pain
And I'm the one you bring home so ashamed
Through their eyes

Is it me or is it you, something isn't right
Of all the things that we could do we just wanna fight
Some day I will find the courage to embrace you
Some day I will find the strength to erase you

And I see myself in heaven
If I can free myself from this hell