this song is about jonathans neighbor molesting him as a child

Mother please forgive me
I just had to get out all my pain and suffering
Now that I am done, remember I will always love you
I'm your son

Little child, looking so pretty
Come out and play, I'll be your daddy
Innocent child, looking so sweet
A rape in my eyes and on your flesh I'll eat

You've raped!
I feel dirty [I feel daddy] [I fear daddy]
It hurt!
As a child
Tied down!
That's a good boy
And fucked!
Your own child
I scream!
No one hears me
It hurt!
I'm not alive [not a lie]
My God!
Saw you watching
Mommy why?!
Your own child
{The third time this section is sung, 'Mother' is repeated
in the background}

It's alright

I didn't touch you there
Mama said she didn't care
I didn't touch you there
That's why mama stopped and stared

I fucking hate you! Mother fucker!
Mother Fucker! I fucking hate you! Fuck You!
You son of a bitch, you fucking ruined my life!
I wanted to die!
I'm sick of it, mother fucker . . . oh oh
Why'd you fuck'n do it to me?
I Hate You!
I Fuck'n Hate You!
I Hate You!
Piece of shit!
Why?!
I Hate You!

{The woman's voice in the background}
When I awake, I'll see your face
When I awake, I'll see your light
Mother wake me from my dream
Mother wake me in the . . .
{Becomes indecipherable, any help here is appreciated}

{This outro is Johnathan getting a little excited (to say the least)
and not planned. They ran out of tape just as he walked out the
booth (you can hear the door close on the CD). The other band
members were making shit up towards the end to go along with Johnathan}