make me feel serenity when all is revealed

so easy to look back in life and question
but i must seek to find the strength
to push forward
i want to see what's so beautiful inside
as we drink of life eternal
absolve me through your suffering
teach me to inscribe
these words on my heart
cover me with the shadow of your hand
i will not loose myself in everything that tears me down
because you stand by me
no one to blame for my transgressions
no one to blame but myself