Love is everywhere i'm not allowed.
I feel he's been to hell, but he's near to heaven now.
I need to see it. i can't not have it, so inscrutable, so beautiful.

I try. i try. i try.

His head is i don't know. i'm stuck outside again.
Can't get in. i can't move him.
I think i like it because it hurts to not know, pain is so.

I tried. i tried. i tried.