I'm standing here
Watching the clouds float by
Wondering why the pain never deserted me
The sadness, sorrow,
bewilderedness that never left
(...the moments of joy I never kept)

I'm flying away

Holding hands with myself
Sharing life with myself
Reaping the loneliness I've sown
In these fields I've always grown
Digging the blackness from my mind
I will die all alone